Let me ask y’all a question. When was the last time you checked your motives behind the actions you do? And I’m not just talking a quick second to reflect, I’m talking about some serious pondering and meditating and letting God speak and convict your heart. I, for one, can say with my busy schedule, it’s been a minute since I sat in my prayer closet for more than 20 minutes. Sad, isn’t it? I mean, yeah, I talk to God all day through the hustle and bustle, but do I really give God my undivided attention for an extended period of time?
For me, since I re dedicated my life back to The Lord in February, I’ve seen a HUGE change in my life. Sometimes I get so logical, I sit in my classes during school and think “How in the world did I even get here? Who am I? I don’t know this girl” This is the last place I would have wanted to be if we’re still the old girl. But the good news about that? I am not defined by my past. I’m me and that’s all there is to it. There’s no insecurities. There’s no lack of self esteem. There’s no doubt or question in my mind about my identity in Christ. I am not defined by people. I am not defined by relationships. And I sure as crap am not defined by what people say about me.
Me being at RHEMA isn’t just about training and putting in to practice everything I’m being taught, but also just soaking it all in, minute by minute, second by second, hour by hour, day by day. I’m not here to put on a show for anybody. I’m gonna be me and shine my light bright.
So. Question. What are your motives and intentions?
God bless y’all! Be back with another post tomorrow! 😉
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